Still suffering with the holidays?

Having a hard time this year....seems tougher than most. Maybe its the financial burdens? Maybe its my daughters addition to meth? Maybe that I am unsure of my granddaughters fate in life? Maybe is my unsureness of my life?

Times are tough, but I am focusing on being positive. Today I am praying will get better. I want the best for everyone in the world.

Stay focused on what is good for you. Because if you fail, you bring down a lot of people.

Ending 2009

This year has been tough year -- moving twice, cheating boyfriend, cut in wages, trust issues, family strifes, etc. Trying desperately to cope by praying, eating well, exercising, and reading. When one is faced with obstacles in life one must try to understand then as learning experience and make the most of it. Feeling down, depressed, alone just doesn't make problems go away.

My goal is to make the best of next year. This year has been exhausting.

Ta ta for now.